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in⋅spi⋅ra⋅tion–noun
1. an inspiring or animating action or influence:
I cannot write poetry without inspiration.
2. something inspired, as an idea.
3. a result of inspired activity.
4. a thing or person that inspires.
5. Theology. a. a divine influence directly and immediately
exerted upon the mind or soul. b. the divine quality of the
writings or words of a person so influenced.

I lack in⋅spi⋅ra⋅tion